Freebies

I love printables, even more when they're free, so here you have some freebies from Ellinee , they're gorgeous!

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And these freebies from I do it yourself 

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And these from laurabirney

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I'm waiting for the rain, and hesitating. I think about death but I think about you more... That's what I wrote on a poem today.

Bianka

Feel the sweet sensation

It's the second day of hurricane Sandy, I'm worry about my family who live there.

Have a nice morning and enjoy this video. I love Jamiroquai and I like this version of Love Foolosophy.

I have a surprise for the blog tonight. I hope anything happens or I fell asleep . 

Now, time to do  formalities :S

Bianka

 

Sunday doll

My quiet sunday in a few photos.

 In the back seat of my car after the service.

 In my bedroom with my sister.

 Closing my eyes and my lovely Sasha next to me.

My sister and Sasha, my pet, she's so cute, she likes to lie on our beds.

The Legacy

I've been thinking about something these three days (I just want to be at home and read and cook for my family). I was thinking what would my legacy be, I don't know if I'm going to have children or if I would get marry, even if it met those two things I would still feel unsatisfied. Sometimes I think when I'll leave my legacy I would die. I have the feeling that I won't live long. Right now I don't feel afraid of dying, but I know that I have many things to do until this happen.

And what will my legacy be? Well... My legacy will be my writings. The essays that analize the situation of my country and of the rest of the world. I want to prove in my writings that anarchy will live forever because every human always look for his or her freedom, and we have to stop thinking that we need leaders, because no leader will listen to you just will listen to the money that will be in their pockets. I want to show that anarchy means order and it requires a big discipline and self control, I want to show that we're not okay, that we are manipulated by the big organizations, by tv, and other mass media.

It will be a hard work for people to understand this but I will try like others did.

Have ice cream and baptized it with a funny name.

Bianka
 

To Wong Foo thanks for everything Julie Newmar

To Wong Foo... is one of my favorite movies, I love to watch it over and over again. The cast was wonderful, Wesley Snipes as Noxeema Jackson, the amazing Patrick Swayze as Vida Boheme and John Leguizamo as Chichi Rodriguez. It's unbelieveable how they performed as women, I mean as transvestites. They had glamour and they were even more feminine than other real women. Those three actors are marvelous, the way they captured their characters and the esence of the situation. I simply love it.

Here's a trailer of the movie that was released in 1995.

Kiss your bed and talk to yourself as you are looking at the ceiling.

Bianka

Worth reading

Today I began to read a novel in english. I had good expectations, at the beginning, but as I was reading and wrapping in the story I realized it was a complete waste of time... Why? Because I hate when the ruling consumerism involves a baseless story, I hate when they talk about the big fashion marks as a synonymous to the best of the world and it's not, it's unimaginable pay 3000 $us for a pair of shoes. The best you could do is to support independent fashion designers who cares about the enviroment and the real people, the people who has bills and few money. So I decided to stop reading that book and make a craft with those pages, we'll see how it goes. Talking about something else I love the stars and the constellations, so here are some pictures of stars that I love the most on pinterest.

Listen to flamenco music and you'll start to dance.

Bianka

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Blue night

I had a big fight today... 

I found on the memories trunk this short film.

Bianka

My Milk Toof

My Milk Toof is a blog that is about the stories of two little teeth milk, the author is Inhae Renee Lee who is an animation artist. You can see different pictures of these little teeth milk, they are so funny, I love look at their stories.  Look a the pictures that I found on pinterest.

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It's hot in Cochabamba and I want a popsicle, I want many popsicles! Ooh and I have bangs now, it looks weird but I like it, my mom helped me to cut it :) Make iced lemonade with lavanda and collect eyes pictures.

Hugs

Bianka 

Erase with white paint

Yesterday I had a party night , it was good but I didn't have fun enough  so I decided today that I won't go out until I get a job URGENTLY! and because I hate to stay all night, after that, you have a shitty day, you feel tired and sleepy. I like to go out and dance with my girlfriends but sometimes I don't like this become a habit... I don't know why... I'm still feeling that I don't belong to anywhere and  the desire to be somewhere else is stronger than ever.

I'm thinking if this will happen sooner or later, I want it sooner!

Here are some pictures of my saturday night

My friend Nona and I. I don't know why I always make faces when they take us a picture.

Me, waiting a cab.

Nona, my sister and Sue, at the bar called Oxid, nice place for going out and the djs are wonderful.

Listen to Arch Enemy, is a death metal band, I listen to them when I feel a little bit sad and I want to forget everything.

Bianka 

Should I call you?

I'm a big fan of Steve Kardynal and I love all of his videos, he's so funny and I wanna give him a kiss!! hehehe no, I'm too shy for doing that....

Unfortunately the video that I like the most was removed a week ago (I think).The video's name was Call Me Maybe - Carly Rae Jepsen (Chatroulette Version) and it was really hilarious, it had like 32 million views!! Steve didn't know why youtube removed it but today he posted the video again, and he's asking everyone to watch his video.

So here you have it, you'll have fun :)



 Other news? I decided to make a blog in spanish but it will be different than this blog, It would be more anthropological, a kind of analysis to the bolivian society, we'll see how it goes... I didn't design the blog yet and I'm still thinking about the name. Make chocolate cookies and get wet outside, no rain? you could make it rain...

Bianka

Music that I used to love when I was a teenager

Here are some videos that I used to love watch and listen when I was a teenager

My tastes in music have changed over time but I still love those songs because there are part of my history, when I was a shy girl, when I used to attend the teenager reunion of my church and all the boys and girls used to play the famous game called "The bottle", also I remember my first kiss... It was in a camp and the boy who kissed me was so cute and tender. I always remember that camp :) I had fun when I was a teenager but I would have rather being more confident in that time.

Look for old pictures of you and think about how you've changed in all of this time.

Bianka 
 

I need a canopy

When I was a child I used to steal my mom's sheets and make a canopy with them. I didn't know until now that canopy was the name of this even I didn't know in spanish, I used to call that Uyuni, I don't know why... But I love to get under the covers and feel in my nose and move them. Also, you feel a special sensation when you see the lights under the sheets. I really want a canopy like these photos that I found on pinterest.

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I have a horrible headache and I feel a little bit dizzy, something is happening in a side of my face, I hope it's not a bad thing.

Make lollipos with milk and strange fruits. Also record a video saying a secret you want the others would know in the future.

Bianka

How

This is the new Regina Spektor video, I like the lyrics, explains somehow my situation...

Looking for a job

I defended my thesis a month ago and I am desperately to find a job of my profession, I know that I was not being persistent in my search but now I realized that I'm wasting my time, I'm an adult even though most of the people think that I look like a teenager but I'm 25. Here in Bolivia the family is very important, in most of the cases parents overprotect to their children and they let stay with them until they get married, sometimes is good and sometimes is not.

There is a time when you have the need to become independent and live your own life and I got to that point... My parents are wonderful persons and I love them very much but I know that I have to be responsible in my life, I have needs and I want to do many things that require money, I want a tattoo, and save money for my trip and all the expenses that I'm going to have there.

I got tired to wait sitting without doing nothing so I decided to send my curriculum vitae to all the places that requires an education scientist, I have a great potential and I know that I'll find the job for me.

What happened today? I slipped and fell to the floor on my back, I hurt my head, neck and my back... Good advice: Don't run with flip flops in a ceramic floor...

I'm thinking about this blog and I know I need to define the main topics. Buy a pot and plant a flower.

 Bianka

Te quiero Tanto, tanto, tanto

Listen to Lounna Dazz, he is a Dj from Cochabamba, I love this song :)

Golden saturday night

I had a great time with my friend Nona on Saturday night, we chatted a lot about our lives . 

I was released about something that was hurting me every single day... Sometimes it's not good to be hopeful in someone who feels insecure and doesn't know  what to do with his life, the best thing you could do is to move on with your life, just thinking about you, you can't fix other's existencial problems... It's hard to let someone go but it's the best way not to hurt or embitter. I don't feel guilty anymore, I don't regret all  the things that I've done.

I don't know what tomorrow will bring but I know what I want, and all I want it's to look for real freedom and enjoy the moments with people who make me happy. I don't know if I'm going to have my own family if I'll meet the man that I want in my life, a man who is confident and is able to share a life with me living in harmony, a man who will work with me in order to help others to have a life in freedom.

I have many projects that I have in mind when I come back and I need someone who supports me in all the things that I want to do and of course I'm going to support him in his dreams and projects. I'm eager to do my master degree in another country and I'm praying it will happen soon.  

I'm not happy but I'm not sad.

Here are some photos of my saturday night.

   

My friend Nona.

We went to a  bar called Oxid, and danced with all the mixes that this Dj made that night.

Dance with the wind and hug the wind.

Bianka

The unseen pictures

In april of 2010 my friends Sandra and Shantol, who are from Canada (If you read this post guys, you have to know that I miss you very much and I always remember the good times we spent here), had a party week... It was crazy I couldn't sleep in 4 days, we danced a lot and met some guys... It was horrible! I didn't like any of the guys...  but my friends were totally crushed on them hehehe, sorry guys but this is the ugly thruth and unfortunately there are many pictures of that week, well I do not regret having danced reggaeton, which I hate too much but the problem is that we've never seen those pictures and we don't know what's on them, I wasn't drunk but I remember I was smiling too much.... Why? I really have no idea...

I was laying at bed a little bit sad about something that I just realized  but in that moment I remembered april of 2010 and I started to laugh and I'm curious about what happened with those pictures that were in one of my friend's camera and she has never shown to us... Are they too ugly? What are on those photos?   I hope she hasn't deleted them.

 Drink coffee with vanilla and let the river flow.

Dance with this Charlie Winton video :)




Bianka

Time to shake out your head

Sometimes I think about the feelings I suppose are certain...

It was an awkward day.... I'm tired and  thinking about Switzerland... Why? I don't know... That country reminds me that I'm not the only one who feels like an outcast everywhere...

I leave you with this picture, today was my younger sister's birthday, we felt much nostalgia, we miss our dad very much...

That's me, my dad, my sister and my mom in 1996.

Give a kiss in someone's forehead and forget all the fears that are digging your soul, only the present belongs to you and the past belongs to memories.

Kisses and hugs...

Bianka

My favorite cartoon

When I was a kid I used to watch "El cajón de juguetes", it was a german cartoon (Janoschs traumstunde), I really used to love that because there were many tales and I loved the bear and the tiger. I could stay all day watching that cartoon.

So here you have some videos of this cartoon (Sorry I just found in spanish version) . Do some yoga and sit on the floor you could find something interesting there.

Bianka

Symphony of the absurd

I'm feeling sick today, I have a stomach ache and I'm desperately eager to finish this formalities but the university workers are in strike.... This afternoon I was thinking about something that is disturbing me,there are fears, excitement, uncertainty of what is going to happen in the future but it's normal I know that I'll handle everything that comes.

Also I started to write a tale, I have many wonderful ideas! You'll see :)

And this is my favorite music list of the day.

Bianka

 

Borgonha from The SLR on 8tracks Radio.

Feria del libro de Cochabamba

Tonight my brother, sister and I went to the 6th Book fair of Cochabamba, we had a great time, saw many wonderful books, met interesting people and the only bad thing of this soiree it's the fact that we didn't have money to pay all the books and comics that were selling, I only bought a tiny book that I really like it, it's really funny, the books were really expensive and I'm wondering if all the people that were there bought many books.... hehehe that's my situation I'm unemployed and I don't have enough money to pay all the things I want... Here are the pictures of the book fair.

The tiny book that I bought.

My sister and I looking surprised.

 My sister and my brother.

Leaving the fair.

This comic - tale it's the most wonderful thing I found on the fair, it talks about japanese culture and the drawings are amazing, I don't remember the name of the comic.

Later we went to a place called Don Tino, they have "Diputado" a sandwich with meat, bread, egg and a secret salsa, I really like that.

Call someone you haven't seen in a while and read a tale that you wrote.

Bianka

Sunday makes me wanna dance

I had a nice day, had lunch with my family and I saw and talked to a beautiful baby named Rafaella, she's so cute and she's the only baby whom I get along, I don't know why other babies cry when I hold them but let me tell you something: When I wear retro dresses babies like to play with me, babies love retro dresses :)

The day was beautiful, warm and quiet, I wore a vintage dress, red shoes and danced alone in my bedroom, I wanted to take a walk but I fell asleep... Tomorrow will be!

Write a poem in a wall and find your own constellation in the beautiful black sky, stars inspires you to do something extraordinary.

Bianka