Where's my place?

And that's right, yesterday I went to a party, the music was good and that's all. I didn't like it... The truth is: I feel I don't belong anywhere, I know it's sounds like a teenage thought, but I always have felt like an outcast, that's why I don't have many friends, I don't drink alcohol to feel happy, I think that people who wants to feel happy drinking alcohol are just weak, I don't need to drink many beers to do wild things, I can be crazy, happy without alcohol... Well, you might say that I'm like a boring Christian but I even don't feel good at church... I hate religions and I believe in anarchy but I have faith in God I see God from another perspective. Sometimes, I think that I shouldn't have borned, because I don't see any place my place and I don't see people like friends...

Today was the garage sale at the church I attend. I helped to sell, it was a good time, even though I was sleepy because I went to that party until 2 in the morning...

Right now I have a cold, I can't breathe and I don't know I feel a little bit upset, about what? About everything.

Look at the moon, if you're in Cochabamba you can see that it has a gothic spirit.

Bianka

The unseen pictures

In april of 2010 my friends Sandra and Shantol, who are from Canada (If you read this post guys, you have to know that I miss you very much and I always remember the good times we spent here), had a party week... It was crazy I couldn't sleep in 4 days, we danced a lot and met some guys... It was horrible! I didn't like any of the guys...  but my friends were totally crushed on them hehehe, sorry guys but this is the ugly thruth and unfortunately there are many pictures of that week, well I do not regret having danced reggaeton, which I hate too much but the problem is that we've never seen those pictures and we don't know what's on them, I wasn't drunk but I remember I was smiling too much.... Why? I really have no idea...

I was laying at bed a little bit sad about something that I just realized  but in that moment I remembered april of 2010 and I started to laugh and I'm curious about what happened with those pictures that were in one of my friend's camera and she has never shown to us... Are they too ugly? What are on those photos?   I hope she hasn't deleted them.

 Drink coffee with vanilla and let the river flow.

Dance with this Charlie Winton video :)




Bianka