Anarchist texts

As I said before, I believe in anarchism and a good way to know what anarchism is about, is through its literature, so I decided to show you some websites where you can read good anarchist texts. I recomend you to read some good authors to understand better this ideology. Read Hakim Bey's texts, read Emma Goldman, Noam Chomsky, Errico Malatesta, Herbert Read.

Here are a list of these websites:

theanarchistlibrary
http://archive.org/details/ChaostheBroadsheetsOfOntologicalAnarchism
kclibertaria
http://english6.net/n/noam-chomsky-excerpt-from-the-humanist-interview-e887-pdf.pdf
anarchyfiles

Anarchy is peace and order, remember that!

Bianka

A Gentle anarchist

Read this lovely poem by James Brunton Stephens.

The Gentle Anarchist

I am a gentle Anarchist,
I couldn't kick a dog,
Nor ever would for sport assist
To pelt the helpless frog.
I'd shoot a Czar, or wreck a train,
Blow Parliament sky-high,
But none could call me inhumane;
I wouldn't hurt a fly.
I wouldn't hurt a fly,
And why indeed should I?
It has neither land nor pelf
That I covet for myself,
Then wherefore should I hurt a fly?

I am a gentle Anarchist,
I live on herbs and fruits;
It don't become a communist
To eat his fellow-brutes.
I'd fire a town, upset a state,
Make countless widows weep,
Yet I am so compassionate
I wouldn't kill a sheep,
I wouldn't hurt a fly;
And why indeed should I?
If it doesn't interfere
With my personal career,
Why the dickens should I hurt a fly?

I'm such a gentle Anarchist
I hate all hunting men;
I couldn't hook a fish, or twist
The neck of cock or hen.
I'd level gaols, let scoundrels loose,
Blow priests and churches up—
But, oh, my pity's so profuse
I couldn't drown a pup.
I wouldn't hurt a fly;
And why indeed should I?
Unless, that is to say,
I found it in my way,
And then it's all up with the fly.

James Brunton Stephens

The hummingbird's beliefs

Source: 26.media.tumblr.com via Joan on Pinterest

The first thing I want to write on this post is that I truly have faith in God, now a days, that belief is dying as a result of fake people who traffic with God's sacred things turning them in horrible lies. For me, it's hard to be a person who believe in God, anarchy and feminism, because non of those labeled people can understand the union of these verbs that are adjetives and nouns too.

In older posts I wrote about how lonely I was in my beliefs and I still feel that. I'm trying to fight for my freedom, I write phrases, paragraph to make people understand that anarchy it's a way of life and not a punk philosophy that wants to disturb and destroy people's life. Anarchy wants to disturb people's repressed minds; have you ever thought you're living a lie and all the problems you have is because your lack of freedom? You're not free if you buy things you don't need, if you get drunk just because your friends do, you're not free if you can't say something that some people would not accept, if you have a sick dependency on your cell phones, i pad, i pods.... You don't need those things to be cool.

Most of the time, human beings create false needs in this global society, most of the people feel empty and they don't know why. I will write more posts about anarchism because it's an amazing ideology ( I'm not trying to persuade people to belive in anarchy, people are free of believe in everything), you'll see how  really is the anarchy world. 

This is my place where I can write freely about how I see life.

Bianka

Cautious search

I started looking for a job again, but there is something  that makes me feel very excited and I can't say until it happens. I'm inspired and I want to write, what things? You'll see in this week. 

I don't have money in my pockets, I have 2 debts and no job, but I'm quiet. I realized there are more important things to care about.

Here you have a video of my favorite song in 2000.


It's time to make anarchy.

Bianka

This is me

I quit the job, I didn't feel well there and it wasn't because the people who work there it's just that job it's not for me. Last thursday when the former librarian was explaining me what things I must do there I was questioning myself if that job was for me, if I'm going to be happy with the things I'm going to do, then, I was walking through the stone path, feeling sad, I wanted to cry right there, I was not happy, a whole year doing the inventary, the paperwork and accounting, a whole year to earn enough money to pay my trip for my master degree. At the beginning when I accepted the job I was thinking "I don't care if I have to do things that I don't like the only thing that is going to worth is that I'm going  to save money and buy the things that I want" but I was wrong, this whole week I was feeling bad, I was thinking that I was killing my freedom because I was not doing what I like to do. I studied education sciences, I love to work with people through workshops in order to improve the kind of living of their communities, I love to write essays, I love to make educative researchs, ideological analysis, I love make educational projects, I love to create through my writings, I want to make a revolution, I want to live what I write, I want to make people understand that having leaders are not the way to have a better society.

 I realized that I can not lie to myself,  I would feel miserable if I earn good money but doing things that I hate. I didn't study 5 fucking years my career, to work  with numbers, sitting in front of the desk, recieving orders from people who thinks your job is easy...

So I decided to quit because I didn't feel happy doing something that is not me. I need urgently money but I don't care if I find a job that I like but it's no well payed. I want to love what I do.

Everybody said that I was a coward and it was going to be a good challenge for me, some said that I was irresponsable, that I was going to be a loser, that life it's not fair, that if you want to make money you have to do many things you hate, that I was going to get used to that job....

In life, in school our parents, teachers and the rest of the society tells us to be the best, that we have to be winners and not losers. We have to compete with the others to have more money, a better social status; but, this is what  we really want to be?

Why are there losers? Why are there winners in this society?

Right now I'm thinking what I'm going to do, I feel more inspired and now, I know what I want to do in my life :)

Bianka

The Legacy

I've been thinking about something these three days (I just want to be at home and read and cook for my family). I was thinking what would my legacy be, I don't know if I'm going to have children or if I would get marry, even if it met those two things I would still feel unsatisfied. Sometimes I think when I'll leave my legacy I would die. I have the feeling that I won't live long. Right now I don't feel afraid of dying, but I know that I have many things to do until this happen.

And what will my legacy be? Well... My legacy will be my writings. The essays that analize the situation of my country and of the rest of the world. I want to prove in my writings that anarchy will live forever because every human always look for his or her freedom, and we have to stop thinking that we need leaders, because no leader will listen to you just will listen to the money that will be in their pockets. I want to show that anarchy means order and it requires a big discipline and self control, I want to show that we're not okay, that we are manipulated by the big organizations, by tv, and other mass media.

It will be a hard work for people to understand this but I will try like others did.

Have ice cream and baptized it with a funny name.

Bianka