Showing posts with label Oxid. Show all posts
Showing posts with label Oxid. Show all posts

Saturday, January 5, 2013

Awkward funny night

Yesterday night I met with my friends Nona and Marisol, at the beginning we wanted to go to Oxid, a bar that plays electronic music, but we changed our minds and went to La Troje, it's nice place but the first fridays of every month is really crowded. I got a little anxious because I don't like to be surrounded by many people, and you couldn't walk freely and when you are in a crowded place, something happens... I accidently touched, unintentionally, a guy's something private... And believe me it's embarrassing  when that person is looking at you as an stalker... I said sorry and  I walked away... Then My sister, my friend Marisol and I wanted to dance and we went to a place called La Tirana and guess what, It was closed! Then it started to rain and there was no cab, we got wet and decided to go home. Here are some pictures of yesterday.

My friend Marisol and I.

My beautiful friend Marisol.

Me, Nona and Marisol.

I like this picture :)

These days are awkward, I'm nervious, sad, angry and I wish I were to another place... like in a Berlin café chatting with a dear friend who lives in Europe, he is now in Berlin, he was in a café with his girlfriend, and he was chatting with me by facebook, he told me he was there and I asked him if he could tell me how that place looked like, he was kind enough to explain every single detail.

These days I don't have any advice to give you, sorry. 

Monday, October 15, 2012

Golden saturday night

I had a great time with my friend Nona on Saturday night, we chatted a lot about our lives . 

I was released about something that was hurting me every single day... Sometimes it's not good to be hopeful in someone who feels insecure and doesn't know  what to do with his life, the best thing you could do is to move on with your life, just thinking about you, you can't fix other's existencial problems... It's hard to let someone go but it's the best way not to hurt or embitter. I don't feel guilty anymore, I don't regret all  the things that I've done.

I don't know what tomorrow will bring but I know what I want, and all I want it's to look for real freedom and enjoy the moments with people who make me happy. I don't know if I'm going to have my own family if I'll meet the man that I want in my life, a man who is confident and is able to share a life with me living in harmony, a man who will work with me in order to help others to have a life in freedom.

I have many projects that I have in mind when I come back and I need someone who supports me in all the things that I want to do and of course I'm going to support him in his dreams and projects. I'm eager to do my master degree in another country and I'm praying it will happen soon.
  

I'm not happy but I'm not sad.

Here are some photos of my saturday night.
   
My friend Nona.
We went to a  bar called Oxid, and danced with all the mixes that this Dj made that night.

Dance with the wind and hug the wind.

Bianka