Showing posts with label job. Show all posts
Showing posts with label job. Show all posts
Wednesday, November 6, 2013
El trabajo
Hoy, estuve un poco floja, ayer fue la despedida de un amigo y estuvimos hasta muy tarde hablando y aprendiendo portugués (poco a poco me parece divertido), la pronunciación es algo única. Después, en la tarde,conversé con mi amiga Amparo y empezó a cuestionarme sobre el hecho de que aún no tengo trabajo, me dijo que sea consecuente con lo que pienso y eso me hizo reflexionar un poco y la verdad me di cuenta de que no puedo trabajar en la educación formal, exactamente en un trabajo donde la monotonía sea el pan de cada día, realmente quiero ganar dinero en lo que me gusta hacer, siendo consecuente con el anarquismo y ahora tengo la certeza de que podré y lograré hacer surgir mi negocio independiente como pedagoga. Estudié Ciencias de la Educación en la universidad Mayor de San Simón, hice algunos cursos de diseño y lo que más me llena y motiva es diseñar cosas nuevas en la escritura, en la vestimenta, romper reglas y sentir la hermosura de ser única. La verdad no soy una mujer normal, no creo que nadie lo sea y me gustan las cosas inusuales de la vida y por eso creo y estoy segura de que necesito un trabajo inusual en mi vida.
Así que un nuevo reto empieza ahora y es poder hacer surgir este negocio de servicios y asesoría pedagógica, ofreciendo talleres, consultorías, producción de módulos pedagógicos (lo cual me encanta) y dar clases de inglés en lo cual soy buena pero no me apasiona mucho. Mi familia y la mayoría de mis amigos y amigas están escépticos al respecto pero el señor G. me apoya y eso me hace sentir bien :)
Entonces, hay que trabajar para que esto suceda!
P.S. Estos días estuve pensando en que algún día, espero que sea pronto, pueda tener las habilidades y destrezas para poder diseñar mis propios vestidos, a ver que pasa.
Translation
I've been feeling a little bit lazy today and I was thinking about my job situation and I realized that I need to have a freelancer job, and I'm starting my own educational biz, I need to work very hard to make this work!
Bianka
Monday, January 14, 2013
Cautious search
I started looking for a job again, but there is something that makes me feel very excited and I can't say until it happens. I'm inspired and I want to write, what things? You'll see in this week.
I don't have money in my pockets, I have 2 debts and no job, but I'm quiet. I realized there are more important things to care about.
Here you have a video of my favorite song in 2000.
It's time to make anarchy.
Bianka
I don't have money in my pockets, I have 2 debts and no job, but I'm quiet. I realized there are more important things to care about.
Here you have a video of my favorite song in 2000.
It's time to make anarchy.
Bianka
Saturday, January 12, 2013
This is me
I quit the job, I didn't feel well there and it wasn't because the people who work there it's just that job it's not for me. Last thursday when the former librarian was explaining me what things I must do there I was questioning myself if that job was for me, if I'm going to be happy with the things I'm going to do, then, I was walking through the stone path, feeling sad, I wanted to cry right there, I was not happy, a whole year doing the inventary, the paperwork and accounting, a whole year to earn enough money to pay my trip for my master degree. At the beginning when I accepted the job I was thinking "I don't care if I have to do things that I don't like the only thing that is going to worth is that I'm going to save money and buy the things that I want" but I was wrong, this whole week I was feeling bad, I was thinking that I was killing my freedom because I was not doing what I like to do. I studied education sciences, I love to work with people through workshops in order to improve the kind of living of their communities, I love to write essays, I love to make educative researchs, ideological analysis, I love make educational projects, I love to create through my writings, I want to make a revolution, I want to live what I write, I want to make people understand that having leaders are not the way to have a better society.
I realized that I can not lie to myself, I would feel miserable if I earn good money but doing things that I hate. I didn't study 5 fucking years my career, to work with numbers, sitting in front of the desk, recieving orders from people who thinks your job is easy...
So I decided to quit because I didn't feel happy doing something that is not me. I need urgently money but I don't care if I find a job that I like but it's no well payed. I want to love what I do.
Everybody said that I was a coward and it was going to be a good challenge for me, some said that I was irresponsable, that I was going to be a loser, that life it's not fair, that if you want to make money you have to do many things you hate, that I was going to get used to that job....
In life, in school our parents, teachers and the rest of the society tells us to be the best, that we have to be winners and not losers. We have to compete with the others to have more money, a better social status; but, this is what we really want to be?
Why are there losers? Why are there winners in this society?
Right now I'm thinking what I'm going to do, I feel more inspired and now, I know what I want to do in my life :)
Bianka
I realized that I can not lie to myself, I would feel miserable if I earn good money but doing things that I hate. I didn't study 5 fucking years my career, to work with numbers, sitting in front of the desk, recieving orders from people who thinks your job is easy...
So I decided to quit because I didn't feel happy doing something that is not me. I need urgently money but I don't care if I find a job that I like but it's no well payed. I want to love what I do.
Everybody said that I was a coward and it was going to be a good challenge for me, some said that I was irresponsable, that I was going to be a loser, that life it's not fair, that if you want to make money you have to do many things you hate, that I was going to get used to that job....
In life, in school our parents, teachers and the rest of the society tells us to be the best, that we have to be winners and not losers. We have to compete with the others to have more money, a better social status; but, this is what we really want to be?
Why are there losers? Why are there winners in this society?
Right now I'm thinking what I'm going to do, I feel more inspired and now, I know what I want to do in my life :)
Bianka
Monday, January 7, 2013
First day at work
Who said that the job of a librarian was easy? Well, it's not. Today was my first day at work, I woke up earlier, wait the bus and walk through a stone path. Well, there are many things to do there, also you have deal with everybody, I know that I'm not very social with people and it's hard for me talk and be nice with people... There are many challenges there and I know with God's help I will achieve them, I have a year to do it! I'm really frightened but I know I can handle it I have great support from God, my family and a few friends.
Here are some pictures of this day.
The stone path.
My work place.
Me, in that moment a girl jut came in and I moved the camera, she was laughing...
And more books, I couldn't finish to place them in the shelves...
Breathe deep and don't worry about anything just keep going.
Bianka
Here are some pictures of this day.
The stone path.
My work place.
Me, in that moment a girl jut came in and I moved the camera, she was laughing...
And more books, I couldn't finish to place them in the shelves...
Breathe deep and don't worry about anything just keep going.
Bianka
Sunday, January 6, 2013
Tomorrow is the day
Tomorrow is my first day of job, I'm really nervous, I'm going to the librarian of an american school and this will be my first serious job. I have to get up earlier than I used to and I have to sacrify my naps... hahahha I know I'm a lazy girl but I love naps, anyway, wish me luck, tomorrow I will take pictures if I don't forget my camera.
Have a good sunday night :)
Bianka
Thursday, December 13, 2012
Bi needs a job
Today I went to a job interview, I was very nervous but I think I did it well... I need urgently a job because I need to save money for my trip and my master degree, I sent to many places my curriculum and I know that I'll find a good job. Unfortunately, jobs here in Bolivia are not well paid. I studied education sciencies and there are not many jobs for my profesion and I'm struggling with that. Wish me luck, I really need it!
Eat bassil with cheese and pasta!
Bianka
Eat bassil with cheese and pasta!
Bianka
Tuesday, November 20, 2012
What I'm thinking right now
I want many things today! What do you want right now?
Here are some pictures that describe my thoughts somehow. I found them on pinterest.
Here are some pictures that describe my thoughts somehow. I found them on pinterest.
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