Let's go outside!

I have to say that I became a hermit... I don't go out to anywhere and it's because I don't have money and other stuffs... I really need money to pay an application, I don't know what I'm going to do, we'll see... Yesterday I took a walk to the university to talk to my proffessors about something that I will tell you in later posts. It felt so good to walk in the rain and feel happy for the beautiful moment. Today I had a meeting with a friend to work on a cultural platform in order to promote emerging musicians from Bolivia, it's going to be an interesting website, I'll show you when it's finished. Here are some pictures of these two days.

 A rainy  morning, yesterday

 I ordered a Mocha Latte and my friend a tiny cup of coffee, also I glanced an interesting book that he was holding.

My friend's finger, the wi fi was not working and we were goofing with the camera.

Move you nose!

Bianka

Ooh it's a quite cold monday

Source: prophotos.ru via Oksanna on Pinterest

These days are so cold but not a winter cold it's a rainy cold. All I want to do is to stay in my bed and read a good book, but , I need to start writing an essay for my Master degree application.

I feel good, sometimes sad, sometimes curious, sometimes sleepy, sometimes smily. I'm a roller coaster of feelings, it's hard to be rejected but I'm leaving little by little part of my luggage. I'm praying a lot, I don't feel hate but I'm human and I can't understand a few things.... I will write about my cathartic journey in  later entries. And when I feel no sadness but only a good esteem about the past I would be able to talk to my ex boyfriend again, I wish him the best and I will pray for him to find his way.  He was not the only one who suffered these months.

Smile and be polite.

Bianka

What I'm thinking right now

I want many things today! What do you want right now?

Here are some pictures that describe my thoughts somehow. I found them on pinterest.

Source: 26.media.tumblr.com via Justyna on Pinterest

Source: lollipopscards.com via Caroline on Pinterest

Source: all-things-bright-and-beyootiful.tumblr.com via Rui on Pinterest

Source: theglitterguide.tumblr.com via Toni on Pinterest

Source: usmasala.blogspot.com via Janie on Pinterest

Source: thevow0.blogspot.com via Vallie on Pinterest

Source: deniseholmesillustration.squarespace.com via Tze on Pinterest

Source: via Camille on Pinterest

Source: shore-line.tumblr.com via Ema on Pinterest

Source: 27.media.tumblr.com via Joey on Pinterest

Source: marialaterza.blogspot.com via Norman on Pinterest

Source: community.apartmenttherapy.com via Diana on Pinterest

Source: debbos.tumblr.com via Maria on Pinterest

Source: modernhepburn.tumblr.com via Simone on Pinterest

Source: kimberlypesch.tumblr.com via Melanie on Pinterest

Source: ohhellofriendblog.com via Anna on Pinterest

Source: musicroom.fr via Danielle on Pinterest

Source: lovetwenty.com via Emily on Pinterest

 I decided not to feel hate.
Bianka

Unexpected rain

It started to rain. It's beautiful when you are in your bed, looking how the drops are falling in your window.

Here's a jazz list for rainy days, I hope you'll enjoy it. Everybody who is in Cochabamba, get out and get wet :)

Bianka

Jazz for a Rainy Day V1 from RedBeardo on 8tracks Radio.

Will it rain?

I'm very stressed and the inspiration took vacations... The the day after tomorrow will be my thesis defense and I'm on the verge of collapse and I only ask to end this week... I feel a little bit sad, I want to talk to someone, but I can't find his soul... How much I hate to miss someone who behaves as an autistic, I'm tired of waiting for answers, I think I'm losing hope...

 Look at the cloudy sky and try to imagine what would you do when the rain begins to fall. I would walk in the the street as my hands dance with raindrops...

Bianka