
And that's right, yesterday I went to a party, the music was good and that's all. I didn't like it... The truth is: I feel I don't belong anywhere, I know it's sounds like a teenage thought, but I always have felt like an outcast, that's why I don't have many friends, I don't drink alcohol to feel happy, I think that people who wants to feel happy drinking alcohol are just weak, I don't need to drink many beers to do wild things, I can be crazy, happy without alcohol... Well, you might say that I'm like a boring Christian but I even don't feel good at church... I hate religions and I believe in anarchy but I have faith in God I see God from another perspective. Sometimes, I think that I shouldn't have borned, because I don't see any place my place and I don't see people like friends...
Today was the garage sale at the church I attend. I helped to sell, it was a good time, even though I was sleepy because I went to that party until 2 in the morning...
Right now I have a cold, I can't breathe and I don't know I feel a little bit upset, about what? About everything.
Look at the moon, if you're in Cochabamba you can see that it has a gothic spirit.
Bianka
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