Where's my place?

And that's right, yesterday I went to a party, the music was good and that's all. I didn't like it... The truth is: I feel I don't belong anywhere, I know it's sounds like a teenage thought, but I always have felt like an outcast, that's why I don't have many friends, I don't drink alcohol to feel happy, I think that people who wants to feel happy drinking alcohol are just weak, I don't need to drink many beers to do wild things, I can be crazy, happy without alcohol... Well, you might say that I'm like a boring Christian but I even don't feel good at church... I hate religions and I believe in anarchy but I have faith in God I see God from another perspective. Sometimes, I think that I shouldn't have borned, because I don't see any place my place and I don't see people like friends...

Today was the garage sale at the church I attend. I helped to sell, it was a good time, even though I was sleepy because I went to that party until 2 in the morning...

Right now I have a cold, I can't breathe and I don't know I feel a little bit upset, about what? About everything.

Look at the moon, if you're in Cochabamba you can see that it has a gothic spirit.

Bianka

A wedding somewhat boring

I went to my cousin's wedding last saturday. The place was cute, the food was good but the band was horrible! It was the worst band I've ever heard in my life!! But besides the band thing, the wedding was boring, sometimes, when there are many expensive things, It takes the esence of the celebration.

I feel a little bit tired I don't know whay, and I want to sleep all the time, I need to eat more vegetables and healthy food.

I worn a pale pink dress in the wedding, I couldn't take a whole body  because neither my sister and I wanted to do anything, that's why I didn't write on the blog these days.

Look for inside peace, it's hard but not imposible.