In and out

Today I woke up with the need of fighting for what I want but I wanted something more and things were coming like water in a waterfall, first, I watched a movie that in the first time I didn't like it but  as I was making my bed I started to catch the esence of closing the past that haunts you and forgive yourself about all the things you're blaming for what you've done.  The past is behind and you can't fix any of your mistakes you just have to learn from them. Last year I was the woman I hate to be and now I am the woman that I want to be all my life even when I were with someone. I like my past but I love this present, I love me. This is the end of my long catharsis with ups and downs, most of downs I must say, so I let the past go and hug my present. I am open to see new eyes.

By the way, this morning I read a lovely tale called In and Out by Hermann Hesse, that's why I named this post like the title. I don't feel empty when I read wonderful thoughts based in amazing phrases.

Bianka

I needed to hear that fact

Well, I closed the chapter and it still hurts, I made a hard decision...If I want to leave the past behind I need to forget, nevertheless, I had good moments but this is now, this is me, I still had the hope to comeback with my ex boyfriend but today he told me he doesn't love me anymore...

When you love someone you can't stop loving that person... I cried and I felt guilty but it was not my fault.

It's time for a new beginning

Bianka