Today I woke up with the need of fighting for what I want but I wanted something more and things were coming like water in a waterfall, first, I watched a movie that in the first time I didn't like it but as I was making my bed I started to catch the esence of closing the past that haunts you and forgive yourself about all the things you're blaming for what you've done. The past is behind and you can't fix any of your mistakes you just have to learn from them. Last year I was the woman I hate to be and now I am the woman that I want to be all my life even when I were with someone. I like my past but I love this present, I love me. This is the end of my long catharsis with ups and downs, most of downs I must say, so I let the past go and hug my present. I am open to see new eyes.
By the way, this morning I read a lovely tale called In and Out by Hermann Hesse, that's why I named this post like the title. I don't feel empty when I read wonderful thoughts based in amazing phrases.
Bianka
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