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These days are so cold but not a winter cold it's a rainy cold. All I want to do is to stay in my bed and read a good book, but , I need to start writing an essay for my Master degree application.
I feel good, sometimes sad, sometimes curious, sometimes sleepy, sometimes smily. I'm a roller coaster of feelings, it's hard to be rejected but I'm leaving little by little part of my luggage. I'm praying a lot, I don't feel hate but I'm human and I can't understand a few things.... I will write about my cathartic journey in later entries. And when I feel no sadness but only a good esteem about the past I would be able to talk to my ex boyfriend again, I wish him the best and I will pray for him to find his way. He was not the only one who suffered these months.
Smile and be polite.
I feel good, sometimes sad, sometimes curious, sometimes sleepy, sometimes smily. I'm a roller coaster of feelings, it's hard to be rejected but I'm leaving little by little part of my luggage. I'm praying a lot, I don't feel hate but I'm human and I can't understand a few things.... I will write about my cathartic journey in later entries. And when I feel no sadness but only a good esteem about the past I would be able to talk to my ex boyfriend again, I wish him the best and I will pray for him to find his way. He was not the only one who suffered these months.
Smile and be polite.
Bianka
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