I keep struggling with the wrong idea that I need someone in my life, a friend wanted me to "open my eyes" and see that I truly need a lover.... No, this is not the moment to be with someone, why? As I said before, I'm living a catharsis, I need to love myself first to have confidence in me, besides I still have emotional luggage from the past. A relationship doesn't define your life and I don't think I'm wasting time for not giving me the opportunity to have a relationship with someone, right now I can't give anything to anyone.
And I'm missing my ex very much but it's not a couple desire, it's a friend desire, I really want to talk to him and telling all the things that are happening in my life and I want to know how is he. I realized that both of us had fault in our break up. I will talk to him when I feel peace inside. I wish the best for him.
The time is comming!! Not the end of the world, but my time is coming! I will tell you in later posts.
And about the picture, I need to take me photos in another place and not always in my car hehehe but I really like it.
Blessings
Bianka
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