I don't need a bomb

And all I want is to be in the next step, I'm frightened, confused, angry and I really need peace... The defense of my thesis is coming, it's really near, this friday I will speak in front a lot of people about the research I've made in these three years, everybody are waiting for that! And I'm blocked, the words are locking in my mouth. I can't concentrate an all I want is to forget everything in my life for this week and  only think  about my defense.

I need flowers and a new sky, I need a hug from myself. I'm disappointed about something and I have to make a decision, but that will be the next week.

Move your heads and send kisses to the stars that are shining in the black velvet sky.

Bianka