Am I a girl?

This is the second post that I write... I didn't have time to make pretty the blog, but today I wanted to start writing new posts , why? because it's been so long that I don't do that, and because I'm at home, doing nothing, and I got tired of facebook... Right now I don't have a job and the next week I'm going to defend my thesis, everybody are excited about that, and I.. I'm really scared... It's been a long time since I do not speak in public... And I need to finish my presentation, but I don't know  why I can not concentrate, so I do other things when I use the computer... I read retro fashion blogs, I pin pictures on pinterest, and watch videos on youtube... I found a channel named shit girls say , I have to admit that the guy who plays the girl role looks definitely like a girl, I liked watching the videos very much, but then I stop and started to think, am I look like the girl on the video? and Actually I don't, maybe it's because of the culture but besides that I don't behave like girls from my city, I don't like to scream and give hugs to everybody, and the fact that I say like when I speak in english it's because of my lack of vocabulary... hehehehe That's why I write in this language, so I can improve it.

I know that every girl is different, but sometimes the television, the society and other stuff make us want to behave in a certain way, maybe to demonstrate the stupid idea of women and that is: Weak and shallow, and definitely we're not like that, we are more than words.

Bianka