Weakness is a matter of mind

Yesterday I read an essay about women in 1940's movies, The clash of desires between detectives and femme fatale, and it was very interesting how the author detect the represion against women in that scene. Women who fight against society's rules and have the strong desire to be independent are cursed by the the good fellow who wants to control the organization society. This statement made me think about who are good or bad . Why a woman who wants to liberate against sexism is is doomed to suppression? Why there is still living the idea that women are the weak gender? Why a woman can not say bad words? Why male chauvinists think that women have to behave like saints? Why there are wives and lovers?

There are many questions that you have to ask yourself in order to realize that women still living in a repressive world.

I'm a woman who would fight for freedom, I'm a woman who think that every single person is different and being weak it's just a matter of mind.

And here it is, a picture of me on Sunday, there are just few pictures which I show up smiling.

Read a gothic tale, they are very amusing.

Bianka

Ruudun Takaa

Today we celebrated the children's day at my church, we had fun and I dressed up as an unusual kitten. I really enjoyed this afternoon. Here are some pictures.

Look through the window, you'll find some interesting things :)

Bianka

World of ideas

Have you ever wondered if you are living a lie? Have you ever wanted to break all the rules but you can't because of fears? Why changes are most of the time bad for some people? What is thruth? Have you ever wondered sometimes? If you want to change the world you have to make yourself many questions and you would realize that all the answers are inside you or  maybe through the wind that caresses you when you walk on the streets or in the laugh of a child or an old woman.

I wanted to write this little paragraph in order to start the revolution wich is a long process with up and downs but in the end I will feel satisfied because I tried.

Here are some pictures of yesterday. I'm going to take some pictures of me and show my diferent faces and moods.

 On sunday I cut my bangs and I know that looks awkward... But I'm starting to like it. Good advice don't cut your hair when you feel a little bit depressed.

Yesterday I was walking through a nice square in the downtown of Cochabamba and I found this interesting mural so I took a picture of it.

This square was a part of an old convent that became a museum. El convento de Santa Teresa is the name in spanish of that convent.

Have a nice day and pray, feel released.

Bianka

Study Mix

My favorite mix of the day!  

Dreams, Books, Coffee & Cigarettes. from gaurav.maitreya on 8tracks Radio.

Bianka

Perche No

I'm studying for my TOEFL exam and this is very exhausting, I'm starting to feel anxious... I have a lot to study, I know that I have to improve my vocabulary and grammar and I'm reading a book and a few articles in english. So here it is, a picture that describes what I'm going to do this week and the next.

Also, I leave you this lovely video performed by MUSICA NUDA, enjoy it!


Bianka

An interesting week :)

I didn't write anything on the blog because I've been doing many things this week, I was the substitute teacher of the subject of English in a kindergarten, I worked with 2 years old babies,3 years, 4 years old and 5 years old kids, I worked two days with them but the other days I was preparing my classes and reading about preschool education; this was the first time that I work with kids of that age. It was a nice experience, I really enjoyed it. Here are some pictures about my week since sunday.

The beautiful sunday moon.

 Me on sunday afternoon.

 On monday, I visited my dear friend Amparo who has a cute baby named Nico.

 Nico is 3 months and he's a blessing for his family.

 I took this picture from  Amparo's wedding album. I was her witness on her church wedding. And I'm not catholic hehehe.

 Today I taught the colors in English, then we played to distinguish the colors of  wooden figures.

 After my first class.

 Smile with your eyes :)

Bianka

What am I going to do in 4 months?

I still don't have the answer yet... I'm still waiting for a master program response, I will receive the news at the end of may or early june. I feel anxiety, nervous and I'm driving crazy staying at home waiting and trying to study for my toefl exam that is going to be in two weeks. But yesterday, as I was talking to a friend I began to feel frightened, what am I  going to do if I don't get the scholarship?  In a month I'm going to be 26, I don't have a job, I'm still living with my family wich sometimes sucks... Don't get me wrong, I love them but my time has finished here and I must  move on,  I need to learn how to be independent, I need to live by myself and prove that nothing will stop me because I'm with God.

Something bigger is going to happen in the next weeks, I have a feeling :)

Bianka