Tuesday, April 2, 2013

What am I going to do in 4 months?

I still don't have the answer yet... I'm still waiting for a master program response, I will receive the news at the end of may or early june. I feel anxiety, nervous and I'm driving crazy staying at home waiting and trying to study for my toefl exam that is going to be in two weeks. But yesterday, as I was talking to a friend I began to feel frightened, what am I  going to do if I don't get the scholarship?  In a month I'm going to be 26, I don't have a job, I'm still living with my family wich sometimes sucks... Don't get me wrong, I love them but my time has finished here and I must  move on,  I need to learn how to be independent, I need to live by myself and prove that nothing will stop me because I'm with God.

Something bigger is going to happen in the next weeks, I have a feeling :)

Bianka

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