Today as I was complaining about my weight ( I haven't worked out since 2011.... and my pants are not fitting me ) my mom told me that I'm not as young as I was when I was 15... Wow that hurted... I know, it sounds shallow but I always have thought that I would be young forever, I don't drink alcohol, I don't smoke and I don't use too much make up on my face... I love to eat junk food and bread and I know that I have to eat healthy food and I have to work out... I'm a little lazy and I'm not proud of it... But the fact that I'm going to get old frightened me... And I don't want to get rush on doing many things because the time is stepping on me. I want to get old feeling satisfied with myself, I don't mind if I'm going to be alone but right now the only thing that matters is to make my projects come true and I need more courage to do it.
Have a nice night and eat fruits.
Bianka
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