Denying

Have you ever wondered why we lie ourselves? Today I was thinking about that situation and I made my conclusion, it's because we're afraid about ourselves. Why we pretend to say the thruth if we're lying ourselves? I had a friend who always told me that she would never comeback to her ex boyfriend and she was just her friend... Well, last week I noticed that she was getting married and she haven't broken up with her boyfriend... I felt a little bit confused...Hey! I'm not her mother and I wouldn't have judged her, she used to tell me that she was with him because of the fear of being alone.
And I wonder why? Why we keep lying to ourselves? Why we just can't say the thruth and be brave to face what's going to come? We are our own enemy and most of us don't know ourselves...

Meditate, that the only thing that I can say right now.