I want to have my own business, a place where you breathe art in the enviroment, listening to good music, having a delicious coffee, eating healthy and tasty food from all over the world. Oohh I want to do it!
These days are so boring and I want to be in another place so in order to put up with my inactivity, I dance in my living room, read a novel, write pieces about to forgetting, looking for a job and try not to fail in my decisions. Sometimes when nothing is over me, I start to miss someone...Sometimes I dream that he's calling me and wants to talk to me and he would tell me that everything is going to be like before, but even in my dream I know that this won't happen and I really want to erase everything, the memories, I want to erase his face, his soul of my heart, I want let him go.
I know that I don't have to live in the past because certainly he's not thinking about me and he might be thinking to be with someone else, a man can not be alone for long. I don't know who is to blame, I don't know if I'm a closed mind. I don't know if someone reads this blog but I don't care, it's the only way I can show what happens in my mind.
I'm wondering how is he, I hope he is well.
I just realized that I start with a topic and ended with another, but I think it was necessary to write this, I could not stand it anymore.
Here some Cafe photos via pinterest
Bianka
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