Videos!

Here are some videos that I really like this week.




Peter and Kerry - Teardrops (live) from Miles Langley on Vimeo.

Run!!

 Bianka

You choose

These days my little nephew (He's the one of the picture)  is staying at home, my mom, siblings and me are taking care of him. He's definitely an earthquake!! But we love him so much, he has a strong personality and he cares about everything surround him, but most of the times he wants to be center of the universe and doesn't listen to anyone, but in my house you have to follow the rules.

Today, my nephew asked me something that let me shocked, he asked me about my ex boyfriend, he said that he was worried having not seeing him at home or with me. He said "Where is agustado? Let's call him and invite him to play with us... I said to my little nephew that I was no longer friend with Agustado (That's the way my nephew call my ex) and I can't call him because he's busy and he told me "But aunt, we can wait for him until he's no longer busy" I told him again that he is living in another country and he told me "but I saw him days ago"... I had no words to explain that we broke up and he won't visit to us anymore.

So far it's hard for me when people ask me about my ex boyfriend  because they keep asking why we broke up, so I'm trying to get over this and I don't want anyone in my life until I feel confidence with myself and leave the past behind me. And no, I don't need a boyfriend right now, I know that I'm 25 but I don't care if I don't get marry or if the train will leave me (it's common in my culture to use this phrase "El tren te va a dejar") and I don't want to be with someone that I don't like just because I'm worry to be alone, if I'm going to be alone I will be pleased I did not marry to someone just for the society pressure, I don't feel afraid to be alone, I feel afraid about the ignorance that make people mediocre and frustrated. You choose if you have a boyfriend or a gilfriend, you choose if you want to have a family, you choose if you want to live or die. It's up to you.

Kiss in your soul.

Bianka

Jazz day

Listen to this list, I found on eightracks, it's called Heave Twisted jazz

Heavy Twisted Jazz from redbatrecords on 8tracks Radio.

Bianka

Disappearances

 Today I did many things, well I did a few things but in my situation I consider few as many. I read a literary essay about a chilean writer called Claudio Bertoni, it was interesting because it was about the existence of God and bad theology, the essay was completely atheist and agnostic but very amusing. I believe in God but I don't believe in religions, God is in me, in the air I breathe, in the tears I cry, in the laugh I enjoy... Well I can't say in words what is God to me, so I'll tell you that God is my inspiration to fight every single day for my freedom.


Then I watched an episode of a program called Meet the missing; the episode was about a man who suddenly dissapears leaving no trace, he left his car and money. His parents thinks that Tim wanted to be away from his religious group who were controling his life, that happened in 2004 and his family doesn't know where he is, the only trace that they had is that he took his metal suitcase that contained many of his writings.

Have you ever wanted to escape and leave your family and everything you know in order to feel free and happy?

Bianka

The artist is present

Source: hotparade.tumblr.com via Fer on Pinterest

Today I watched a film called "The artist is present". It was about the life and work of one of the most unusual and divine artist, that artist is Marina Abramovic. I was so shocked because I've never seen such a disturbing work, I say disturbing in a good way. Marina lives and breathe the art, she makes her life an art; she hurted herself in order to show the conection between the artist and the art, you have to have confidence with yourself when you make art. She performs her art, and it's such a wonderful experience to watch her and her work. If you want to know more about her you should watch her film, you will love it or you will hate it or maybe you'll get confused.

I was thinking about  the art perfomance and it came many ideas as I was at the church feeling tired, about what? well, I don't know... But what I was thinking was how far the art  can go. I imagined a scene about a person who commits suicide in front of people in a white room... That will be art? Or am I really twisted about the suicide idea?




Here you have thefilm trailer.



Eat grapes with cheese and mushrooms.

Bianka

Retro Graphic design

Here you have some retro designs by wonderful graphic designers, I found the pictures via pinterest

Source: dribbble.com via Brian on Pinterest

Source: dribbble.com via Brian on Pinterest

Source: google.com via Branimira on Pinterest

Source: blog.smartpress.com via Branimira on Pinterest

Bianka

Red vintage dress

Last saturday I went to a special dinner with my family and I wore this lovely red dress, it's vintage and it belonged to my mom. Here I am trying to pose as a pin up model... I did my best... and I  know that I need more practice.

Have a nice saturday afternoon and eat pizza!!

Bianka