Busy Busy

My friend Marisol had a dog whose name was Busy... And today I remember the name of my friend's pet when I was walking to everywhere. I've got a part time job as an English teacher in an institute, I hope to last in this job until a find another one, wish me luck, I need to save money for a plan that I will talk about later.

Watch and listen this video by Apocalyptica, I'm obssesed  with this song these days.




Have fun

Bianka

Hard times for dreamers

I imagine how would it be to travel to Europe in these moments, it's summer there and I really want to be in Finland... Why? I want to see the midnight sun, the forests, listen to the concerts.... I know I'm a dreamer... Unfortunately dreamers are passing through bad situations. I found this magazine that I really liked to read.

 Kisses.  


Bianka

After six years

source here

When I was 20 a friend of mine read for me a passage of a book called Rayuela by the argentinian writer Julio Cortázar, it seemed very interesting  but I didn't pay attention to that until now, six years later I started to read it and it was a unique experience having read the same passage that my friend read for me, I remember very well, it was a friday night, we were sitting in the cafeteria of the university, we were four, my friend Roberto, Alejandra (the one who read the book), a girl that I didn't like it and me, the lights were fews and I remember my book's friend, it was lined by a beautiful lavander color paper, we were just ten minutes because it was late and I was worrying about not taking the bus early. Oh...How many simple memories of a lovely time.

And I'm in the first chapter of the book and I love it, I wonder if magicians are part of a human being's eternity or just part of single wonderful moment.


Bianka

Shave or not to shave?

Today I read an article about a woman who hates to shave his body, she explains that shaving is something imposed by the beauty industries. Every decade a new body prototype is promoted in the mass media and all women are dominated by this situation. Have you wondered if you shave your legs, your armpits or other place in your body for your own welfare or because of the society presure?  What beauty is for you?  Women who don't shave their body are beautiful? Think about it...

I like to shave my legs and my armpits but the bikini part no thanks and if my boyfriend (I don't have one yet, perhaps in the future, who knows) bothers me about shaving my body I can send him to hell, just simple like that :)

If you want to read some articles about not shaving your body, you have some here:

what to expect when you stop shaving 

Why I don't shave my legs

Bianka

All your lights and neon lights are old

Yesterday was my dear friend Marisol's wedding, I was her maid of honor. It wedding was nice, I danced and talked to my university friends. But I wasn't happy I wanted something special for my friend, I used to think that she and I would travel around the world and live intersting things but it didn't happen, she got married with a man who contributes to her insecurity, she got pregnant so she got married, but things happen for a reason and I just have to support her in her decisions however I'm praying for her to have more confidence with herself and make her dreams come true.

By the way today I've been thinking in a weird situation that happened today, and I just realized that nothing would be like before, I'm not naive and I know clearly the situation of these moments, I don't have hope of any sentimental thing.

I like this picture poorly focused from the wedding.

Blessings for this week.

Bianka

Pale face

Tonight I had a nice chat with my former church students, they are all grown up and they are teachers on sundays at my church, it was a nice chat, I look at them like those naughty kids who used to scream and tell me everything about their lives. Tonight one of them thanked me because I was like a friend with them and also because I was the first person who gave it to him his first Cannibal Corpse cd, I was 19 when I was their teacher, I used to wear black clothes and I used to make them listening to good metal bands. Tonight I felt a little bit old and nostalgic, I'm not that younger as I was in 2006... Anyway, it was a nice time listen to them telling me about their lives and their experiences.

Eat garlic!

Bianka

Walk like a lunatic

So, I realized that I'm a facebook addict and I'm wasting  my time, I'm not reading anything, I'm not writing my tales and I'm becoming lazy, that's the worst of this situation. I'm loosing hope that I would find a job that makes me happy....
What's going to happen these next days?  We'll see....

And no,  I don't  have any hopes of anything...

Sexy Butt Romping, Hip Gyrating, Soul Sound Playlist For My Hot Momma Salina from HeadBands on 8tracks Radio.

Listen to this mix, it's very amusing in cleaning times.

Bianka