I always had

I don't know what the future has in its hands, I don't know if I'm going to be alive tomorrow but I want to be free and smiley. Today I felt a little bit grumpy... You know what I hate the most? Remembering bad moments... But, shit happens and I try to think in other things. I'm inspired today and I want to write in spanish some unusual pieces that, maybe, in the future will born into a poem.

I miss simpathy and I really want to hear some wonderful simple phrases that make my heart happy :)

Flying kisses!

Bianka

Walnuts with sweet milk

Here I am, tired of studying, I know that I didn't practice enough but  I did my best, I read and read many articles, practice a lot but right now I just want to go out and take a walk on the streets, see the cloudy sky and feel the wind, let me tell you that Cochabamba's weather is getting cold and little by little we realize that autumn is here. I'm trying to get focus on my study but I can't I want to make the time go faster and be in the next week. Next week I will receive the response of my aplication therefore I will tell my family what I'm going to do with my life.

Listen to these songs that I found in soundcloud.

Close your eyes and dance.


Bianka

The resistance has to be united

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Three months ago, I read a book by a wonderful writer called Bell Hooks, she is an afro american woman who is a feminist too; this book is amazing it helped me to understand what feminism is, indeed it helped me to clarify my doubts about this movement. In the beginning, I used to think that feminists were a bunch of lesbian who hated men.... I was completely wrong. Feminism it's not an aberration against humanity and it's not the same as machismo, this movement fights for gender equity, fights against sexism which is the main factor of violence against women, even sexism impairs men. In my culture it's not good to see men cry, because most of the people say that "Men are stronger than women and men don't have cry" And I ask myself Why a man has to be strong and a woman weak? Even in the resistance you can bread sexism, because they say that women's nature is to be delicate...

There are many things why feminism is good for society that I won't have one post enough to write about; but there will be more interesting posts like this one.

As a conclusion, you may wonder why the title, well, one of the reasons why feminism is misunderstood is because sisterhood is not united, women see other women as their enemies and this situation impair the fight for women rights. Have you ever wondered why there are femicides? One of the main reasons is because the sisterhood is not powerfull, women are divided and it's time to change this situation.

Bianka

The words I used to say

Yesterday as I was listening to a song I started to remember the kind experiences that I lived last year, and it was beautiful, I know that I have something to tell to my grandchildren... If I have children hehehe. I realized that most of the times I couldn't enjoy the beautiful moments that I spent with someone special but life is made to be learned. I learned many things about my former relationship and one of these things is that you can't force anyone to do something that doesn't want to do. I realized that I'm not prepared for marriage but that doesn't mean that I believe in concubinage, I believe that you get married when you make a commitment to share your life with someone else, it doesn't matter if you sign a paper or not but the most important thing is commitment, that's what I learned, too. But life goes on and I'm happy having spent good moments with someone special for me, now I'm confident about myself and ready to live my life by my own. I leave you with this video that reminds me a movie night.
 

Bianka

I smile with my eyes

It's time to chill out, listen to good music that inspires you to discover the happines which are in simple things. Smile and dance in your house or maybe in a disco, you choose :)

head in the clouds from hrvelle on 8tracks Radio.

Bianka

Cruise Clay

Hello! I'm Bianka and I have an attention disorder... The next week will be my toefl exam and I'm practicing a lot, but sometimes I can't focus about the reading topics besides of my lack of vocabulary that contributes to this problem, I'm wondering if I'm going to pass this test, I'm getting tired and all I can think about is about my future... Some news will appear on the day of my birthday... Some people would get a huge surprise and some wouldn't... And no, I don't have a boyfriend, just in case you want to know, as I said before I'm not prepared for a relationship.

Here are some pictures that explains what I want right now

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Bianka

We are honest by saying

I'm back! I've been sick all of this week, I couldn't stand for a long time, I had a terrible flu... And I couldn't do anything just staying at my bed... But I'm recovered and full of many things for the next two weeks, I have to study for my toefl exam and work on some papers for my bachelor's degree. This week make me wonder about  many things about life... Have you ever wondered why there are a lot poverty? Have you wonder that it's not enough to pray to God that he helps to poor people? Have you ever wondered why you want more material things? You're not happy because you have everything and you're wasting a lot of money in stupid things....

You can help and you can make your life worthy, don't waste your time feeling pity about yourself.

 Listen to this video performed by a great bassist, Victor Wooten, the song is called Hero.

Hugs


Bianka