Inner violence

So today I gave my class at my church, I teach missionary education to 7 to 10 years old kids. It's an interesting experience but most of the times it's a little bit frustrating, you have to deal with many problems. Today, we were making puppets for a performance but, most of my students didn't understand me, no matter how I tried to teach them how to  make the puppets they didn't get it, am I doing something wrong or what happen?

Then I wonder myself as I was looking a fight between them, How the human being learns so quickly how to use the violence instead learning good things that will help how to improve their lives? Or maybe violence is inside us?

I believe in revolution but I need a way to make that happen.

Bianka

Looking for something sublime to fill this moment

Since yesterday I've been feeling a little bit sad, a little bit boring, I feel like I'm the most boring person in the world right now, something is missing and I don't what part is, what thing is. I'm blocked and my creativity ran away from me. I really want to go to mountains, be surrounded by eucalyptus trees, look everything surround me, listen the breeze's talking and go that stone place where I used to make bonfires when I was 13.

But I stay here, listenning to this band called The whiskey collection, their songs make you feel comfortable in your shitty moments.



Look at your hands, how many lines do they have?

Bianka

Sentimental concerns

"Una campana impiadosa repite la hora y ine
hace comprender que vivo, y me recuerda, también,
que sufro.
Sufro un extraño mal que hiere narcotizando;
mal de amores, de incomprendidas grandezas, de
infinitos ideales.
Mal que me incita a vivir en otro corazón, p^ra
descansar de la ruda tarea de sentirme vivir dentro
de mí misma." Therese Willms Montt

If you wonder why the paragraph it's a passage of a book, this afternoon I read a piece of a lovely book written by Teresa Wilms Montt, a Chilean writer of the beginning of the 20th century, the way she wrote her books was amazing, she was a melancolic woman who committed suicide at the age of 28. I just don't  know why I'm attracted to suicidal writers, but it's something  that I can't describe because in a certain way I identify myself with them, it seems that they are writting for me, I don't know...Well, I know but I can't say  the complete truth of my desires.

By the way, I found this picture of me, it was taken last may in a party called Spear Wolf Party vol. 3, by Night Animals, and it was a surprise, I didn't notice that they took me a picture, I like it although I think I look like a Drag queen... hahahahha.

If you want to know more about this party visit their facebook page with the name of Spear Wolf Records.

Eat hamburguers!!

Bianka

Abuelita Grillo

Hi everyone, sorry because I didn't write anything on the blog in these days, I've been writing and doing other stuffs, I'm still looking for a job but I know that I'll find the job for me, I'm feeling good and optimistic and with energy.

So, this post is special because I'm going to show you a little bit about my country and how? Well, here's a lovely animated short film made by eight bolivian artists with  the support from the Government of Denmark and other people. It talks about a the Cricket grandmother who walks through Bolivia with her amazing voice which has the power to make rain. The music is performed by one of the wonderful Bolivian female singer named Luzmila Carpio, her voice is just sublime.

I hope you like it, this is part of my culture, I will write some of this in later posts.



Hugs and good week :)



Bianka

How to separate Nuno and Cora?

And I'm in the middle of a break up... Don't misunderstand me, I'm writing a tale and I don't know how to cause a breaking up between the principal characters I don't even know how they are suposed to get to know each other... I made a pact with a friend to finish my tale until friday and send my tale to him to judge my work, it seems fair just for me, it's time to finish this tale that was born almost two years ago. So I'm fighting with my brain yelling to it for some creativity I hope I can be heard.

Dance flamenco with this mix.

GITANOS QUE AMAN from Angelectric on 8tracks Radio.

Kisses,

Bianka

Expecting nothing

I'm feeling sick today, I think I'm going to catch a cold but this doesn't mean I can not write on my blog and show you one of my favorite short animated films. This short film was made by Ivan Maximov and it's called school, hope you like it.

Don't push, let things happen.  

Bianka

In love with a dead

And we are imperfect in our own life theory, we don't believe in what we really believe and we deny it, we are a unique walking contradiction. There are many interesting ways how to study people's lives. For me, it's very amusing to listen to other people's beliefs eventhough  I disagree with some parts, I like the way that they are (some)  trying to fight against the system. So I'm trying to not judge people and listen to them, maybe I can learn some things from them but good things that will enrich my life.

Bianka