Friday, August 30, 2013

Put your hands to the sky

So I've been thinking about what kind of things amaze me and I have to say that nature amaze me and there are many things that I want to talk about. You must wonder why I'm writing this post, well, yesterday I watched a movie, kind of interesting, but what touched me the most was the fact that every human being has to see what's happening around. It's like other movie that I watched and I love, it's title is Amelie, and I love the character because she sees the beauty of simple things and those simple things are the most important to make your life amazing. So Here is a list of things that amaze me:

  • The birds, the fact they can fly.
  • The sky even when is cloudy it's beautiful.
  • The hands when they are up
  • The flowers that are not well known.
  • The matroyschkas, it's a unique experience looking for the last one.
  • The breeze that touches the flowers and the tree branches.
  • The silence.
  • Retro dresses, they make me happy because I can play with them, how? Dancing.
  • Babies' laughter.
  • Napkin notes, specially  from the love ones.
  • Run, it clears your mind.
  • Teaching, it's beautiful when you see that someone whom you tought has learned.
  • Hugs, specially the ones that Mister G gives.
  • Rustic decoration.
  • Lemonade, I realized that are many kinds of it.
  • Retro bycicles
  • A chat with an old person, they have always something to talk about.
  • Spots.
  • The country side, specially the trees, the rivers.
  • Api, it's a typical hot beverage that can keep you full much of the day.
  • The eyes.
  • The music, but creative music that don't worry about being popular.
 Have a nice friday night :)

The source of two of the pictures is here.

Bianka

Thursday, August 29, 2013

Let's work out!

So I have no job right now and I thought I could take a rest while I'm looking for a job but that's not happening, at home, there is law that my mom always tells us: "There are many things to do here", and that's true, we can't clean all my house, also we have to cook and my mom thought it would be a great idea to change the position of her bedroom's furniture and that's really annoying... But I have to help my mom and right now I'm feeling inspired to write many things so I'm enjoying this moment, however, I need to work out so I decided to start to practice some yoga and pilates routines and look what I found:

The purpose about working out is not having a top model's body, the real purpose is to take care your body because a human's body is a temple and when you work out your muscles get oxigen, you have more energy to do other things, so run, jump, do yoga or pilates  for yourself not thinking about having someone else's body.

Play with leaves!

Bianka

Tuesday, August 27, 2013

What a beautiful building! Oh wait that's a bank...

Yesterday I quit my job and it was for obvious reasons, first the payment, then some other things that didn't make me feel good there, so I received my payment and I was feeling worried about my students and I told my boss that I would give classes until friday but I thought well to not to come there because I would have the same problems about the payment, so I decided not to come back there again.

So today, I started to feel inspired to write about something that I saw when I was walking in the streets and that was the idea of progress, as I walking in the downtown of my city I saw a beautiful building and guess what? It was a bank, so I started to look around me I realized that I was surrounded by several banks... Then I asked myself are bank progress? No, that is decadence... There are many banks and few places for social work, art places, schools. So what's happening? Just few people are getting rich and what about the others? what happen with them? The others unfortunately are asking for  loans and loosing the few things they have...

Wake up!

Bianka

Sunday, August 25, 2013

Life happens

Hey!! I'm back again... I know that I've been lazy with the blog and it's because I didn't have enough time to write about all the things I'm thinking about, and why? Well I have to share the computer with my siblings so most of the time they use it and when I finally have it I'm tired...

I want to go to the gym and doing many things but I don't have money why? Well I'm still waiting to recieve my salary... It's been a month and fifteen days and nothing... I'm working very hard but I'm getting mad because I need to pay my things and I decided to look for another job because I need a safe job that helps me to start my projects and this job is not good for me because of many things that I will talk about in the next posts. I hope tomorrow my boss will pay me... Well see...

And I promise to write often, because this blog is my expresion and when I don't write anything I don't feel good with myself, also that happens when I don't read and I need to read some critical books and texts. So this week will be interesting, I know! God will help me!

Watch and listen to this sublime band called Kairos 4tet, hope you like, I love the video it was perfect for this rainy day.

Hugs!
Bianka

Thursday, August 15, 2013

Let's figure it out

Hello everyone! I'm back! These days I've been sick, I got a severe bronchitis, yesterday I was at the hospital, I couldn't even walk, I had a high fever and my mom just got frightened because my lips turned purple, thank God I went to the doctor in the right time and she gave me strong medicines  to counteract the infection, I was in bed all day and now I'm feeling well.

What else? Well, I started a love relationship with the special person ( since now I'm going to call him Mr. G.) We were together before, but I don't like to say that we're back because nothing is like before and I like it. He's my best friend and I love him and I don't  know what God wants for us, all I know is that I'm enjoying this moment eventhough we live in other places, our bond became stronger for many reasons, and guess what? I'm happy!


Dance a vals while you're hugging yourself :)

I leave you with this beautiful song by Dom la Nena, hope you like it!



Bianka

Tuesday, August 6, 2013

National Holiday

Hello! It's the end of a National holiday in Bolivia, it was a quiet day, I could have time to organize everything at my house and I could sleep until 8 o' clock hehehe. Right now I appreciate holidays and sundays and that's because I'm working. I need to work out and study some courses so I'm eager to receive my pay.


 Meanwhile I leave you with a part of a documentary that talks about the life of Fran Lebowitz, an incredible woman whom I really admire, she's so confident and she doesn't care what other people says about her, she has style and that's it. Hope you like it.

Bianka

Sunday, August 4, 2013

Mirando el techo

 I know that my blog has been a little bit boring, and I know I was lazy last week but I want to do many things and I want to write about some topics that are in my mind, so I have to read a lot, because, as I said before, I feel empty when I don't read, but to make my blog more dinamic I chose this wonderful singer called Stefan Weiner, I love most of his songs, he has a beautiful voice, hope you like it.





Kisses and many blessings. Hey and watch your ceiling and don't think about your problems, you will feel a special peace :)

Bianka

The most simple and hard word

Today it was a day that I can't describe, why? Well because I felt all kind of vibes, I went to the church where I was born, where my parents dedicated me and it was a sad experience, that place had lost it's beauty and I couldn't recognize it, that place where I used to play with my little friends, it is no longer a place for peace, it was really shocking how the hate that I felt in that place that I couldn't resist so I started yelling at those people who were in that church, saying that that church is dying because they had killed it... No one said anything and I felt like a saint which I hate the most, I can't give any advices because I have many problems around my head and some of the people in that church were asking me how to make this church a better place, I only said, just pray and stop judging and criticizing... Sometimes I think that that church has to close because they're not a light in that comunity, they don't do a social work there, they just gossip and curse to other people. A christian has to learn how to love and try and try and keeping trying...  God is no religion, no institution, God is love although this sounds trite, it's true. And love it's the most dificult art that human being could have ever learned...

Bianka